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[27 Sep 2003|02:56am]
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[26 Sep 2003|05:44pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]

I just saw the trailer for Return of the King. I'm speechless.
I hope everyone downloads it on monday when its released on the internet.

[25 Sep 2003|01:14pm]
[ mood | drained ]

I want to have something to update, but there really isn't anything to say. My life can be boring like that.

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[19 Sep 2003|01:51am]
[ mood | sick ]

I was so sick this morning that I did't go to school. It was horrible. I'm better now, but at the time I felt like absolute crap. I missed a Math Quiz, and an important lecture.

I woke up at 4 in the afternoon and was feeling better. I went to my little brother's "Open House". It was really cool and he was so happy that we were all there. I had fun just seeing what he has done in the class room.

Tomorrow I might see Rebeca (damneddreamer). I haven't seen her in 2 weeks, and I miss her.

Sunday, I'm hoping I'll get to see Rebekah (ghettorockstarr) and Matt (ragingoutcast) at a special dinner. We'll see what happens.

I got a load of good news tonight. I have a new project that I'm going to start working on soon. Its going to be super cool. I'm so excited about it! More on that as it develops.

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[18 Sep 2003|12:28am]
[ mood | sore throat ]

I had a test in my Geology class that was killer. I didn't do so hot. I never knew looking at rocks would be so hard. When I was younger I used to think that I was good at science, and I actually wanted to be a scientist. I realized the opposite during high school. Now I just want to get my science requirement out of the way.

I was hit hard today with Allergies. HARD. Now I'm sick and I'm getting a sore throat. It pisses me off because I hate getting sore throats. I don't mind that much if I'm sick. I just hope it goes away soon.

Friday inches forward. I can't wait for Underworld. I hope I'm not dissappointed as with another recent movie I went to see.

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[15 Sep 2003|11:20pm]
[ mood | sad ]

I stopped vomitting on Friday. I was ready to go to a doctor, and I was so relieved thatI stoped. It was horrible. I started my 12 work out program on Sunday. I plan to go to the gym everyday, or atleast every other day. I really enjoy being there.

Saturday I took my brother's to see Once Upon A Time In Mexico. It was ok. It would have completely sucked if it wasn't for Johnny Depp. He totally carried the movie.

I finally have some pictures of my little brother at his first day of school online.
click here for pictures of my little brotherCollapse )

Today I found out that a friend from high school (he is a year younger than me) got into a car accident. He is now paralyzed below the mid-chest. I was sad when I found out. I knew that kid since he was a freshman and pretty much saw him mature. I hope he pulls through and makes a recovery because there is a chance that he can walk again.

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[10 Sep 2003|03:12pm]
[ mood | upset tummy/mind ]

I've been feeling rather low. And this is an understatement. I don't know how to snap out of it. I talked to violentdizzy about it and she said I need to hang out with friends and stuff like that. I need to get my mind off of things.

I'm really preoccupied with stuff I shouldn't worry about. And I've been vomitting alot lately. I think its because of nerves.

I really need to do something about this.

School is ok. Exams are coming up. Its a good thing this week is almost over.

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[02 Sep 2003|01:37pm]
[ mood | sick ]

I don't remember anything about Saturday.

Sunday, my brother and I went to the Jerry Lewis Muscular Dystrophy telethon to volunteer our time to help. We worked the phones, and it was really fun. It was a great experience. I actually came out on TV, and a bunch of my brother's friends came on as well. I got to see some old friends that are still in high school. I was at the Studio from 3:50pm to 1 am.
I know the whole experience of helping people really affected my brother (greensuburbs). You can read about his experience on his journal. I plan to go back next year.

Monday was really just a big waste of time. I woke up at 3 in the afternoon. I watched the Two Towers yet again. I started it at 1 am and it ended around 3:50 am.

Today I didn't go to my morning class because I went to take my little brother Gabriel to his first day of school!! I was so happy for him. It was so cool. He is 5 years old and he started kindergarden. I went with my Mom, Grandma, and Dad and he was really excited. Other kids were crying but he couldn't wait to get into his class. I took tons of pictures. When he did go to class, all parents were allowed to stay for the introduction, and the teacher read them a story. My brother was anxious and bored. Some of the kids were really annoying, and it reminded me why I would never teach lower grade levels. I hope he is doing ok right now. I know he'll make new friends and that will be really good for him seeing that the only other kids he knows are his two (evil) cousins that beat the crap out of him, and Jacob (Rebekah's son).

Maybe I'll post a picture of him later. I'm feeling like I'm going to vomit.

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beach [30 Aug 2003|04:14pm]
[ mood | blank ]

My brother was having a beach party with a bunch of friends and stuff and I was thinking about going. It was going to be at Huntington Beach. I decided not to go last minute because I know that I'd get there and enjoy it for like 30 minutes then I'd want to leave. I haven't been to the beach in 2 years. I'm not a beach person at all. I just can't enjoy it. I don't see what is so cool about sitting in hot sand with the sun in your face and no shade. I don't know. I have to admit, I love the ocean, and the sound of the waves and the smell of the water. I find it so relaxing and peaceful. And I hate dressing in "beach attire". The last time I went I was fully dressed like I was going out. Someone said I looked like "Death taking a holiday". Whatever.

Today, some of my friends are going to a rave. I hope they have fun and are safe.
This weekend is going to be a bore...I can tell. I guess I'll go watch the Two Towers...again.

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"hiding backwards inside of me, I feel so unafraid..." [28 Aug 2003|09:49pm]
[ mood | headache ]

Things with school have been settled, and now I can rest easy. I now have the right amount of credits and the classes I need, but at the expense of a full week of endless stress.

I missed Andy's surprise Birthday party, which made me feel bad. But I'll make it up to him. I'm taking him out to dinner in about 2 weeks. That should be fun. I hope he can give me a ride to Nat's (orgybanana) birthday party. I know that will be fun.

I'm not sure if I wrote about this in a previous entry, but I bought The Two Towers on Tuesday. I was all happy. I've only seen it once since I bought it which is surprising. But I can't wait for the extended edition in November.

There isn't much to say. But I might be going to San Francisco in September if everything works out. I hope everything will work out.

I'm going to buy an iPod. I'm excited. I want to buy a four channel Roland keyboard Amp, but that is iffy. We shall see...

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[25 Aug 2003|01:19am]
[ mood | anxious ]

This weekend was ok. Saturday I went to a surprise party for my aunt. It was pretty cool, and that is saying a lot seeing that I hate spending time with my extended family.

Sunday, I spent practically the whole day on my ass watching "E! 101 most shocking Moments in Entertainment". I watched it for like 5 hours.
Then I watched TV for the rest of the day. It was really weird because I hardly sit and watch stuff on TV, unless it is a dvd.
I need to get a new book that will keep my interest. I'm thinking of Chuck Palanuik or however he spells his name. Or This book
I made a new icon and I like it a lot. I never make animated ones, so its something I'm new at.

I went to my "Cinema as Literature" class. I thought it was going to be cool...I was so wrong. That class will be a total waste of my time. I'm glad I didn't add it. I did add my Piano class. And I hope to try to work something out with my Electronic Music teacher so I can add the class.
Tomorrow I'm going to try to add Sign Language. We'll see how that goes.

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[20 Aug 2003|06:09pm]
[ mood | angry ]

School has become one big fucking nightmare. I hate it. The first two days were ok. But now I hate it.

Here is the schedule of my doom:
Physical Geology 11:30-12:45

Religion, Occult, Witchcraft and Spirituality (anthropology) 11:30 - 12:45
Algebra 2:30-4:30

Physical Geology 11:30-12:45
Geology Lab 1:00-3:45 (over 4 hours of geology HELL)

Religion, Occult, Witchcraft and Spirituality (anthropology) 11:30 - 12:45
Algebra 2:30-4:30
Cinema as Literature 7:00-9:30pm

Electronic Music II 11:00-2:00

My math teacher looks like John Lovitz, and is an anal bastard. I think he might have dropped me for no reason!! I must sort it out tomorrow.
My Geology teacher is a really nice guy, and his voice sounds like Kermit the Frog.
My Anthropolgy teacher is a complete psycho.

I have already spent over $260 on books. And I still need to buy 2 more. I had a horrible day, but I found out that I made it onto the A Perfect Circle Street Team. (which is excellent!)

My cousin already bought The Two Towers dvd and called to tell me where I can get it a week in advance. Of course, I got excited and asked my mom if she could drive me to the Video store that is selling it (illegally) early. And she got all mad and said no, because she has a meeting with some asshole that I COMPLETELY hate. And I accused her of putting him before her own son, and she got even more pissed off. Times like these that I hate my parents and I hate myself for not being able to drive. I can't even put in words how pissed off I am.

The new Teaser Posters for Return of the King came out today. They look awesome. There is a really creepy one of Gollum. Its seriously creepy. Everyone should check them out here.

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summer's gone [18 Aug 2003|12:48am]
[ mood | nervous ]

Summer is gone. It makes me think of the placebo song by the same name. The song is bitter-sweet.

So my summer is coming to a close. And it ended on a high note. Thanks to Matt.

I spent today hanging out with Rebeca (dementiaslover). It was cool.

I start school tomorrow. I'm already nervous. I can feel it. And it doesn't help that I'm a very nervous person. So I have school to look forward to. You know, it wouldn't be that shitty if I actually had friends at my school, but I don't. I have 4. And the odds of having a friend in each of my classes is pretty fucking slim. I feel like throwing up. I don't even have the supplies. But in tradition with the past 7 years of school, I made a collage of pictures to put on the front sleeve of my folder. Its just something I do every year to ease my nerves. This year I made it on my computer and it is of lunarclick. It looks spiffy. It will give me something to stare at tomorrow.

I know once I go to class I'll be happy to be acquiring new knowledge. But till then, I'm a wreck.

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[16 Aug 2003|02:46am]
[ mood | bitchy ]

So my time spent at Matt and Rebekah's house was really fun. I enjoyed it so much. I feel way comfortable with them now, even more than before. Me and Matt spent a lot of time together and we just hung out. It was cool to see Beth and Sandy too. Happy Birthday Sandy!

I played Risk for the first time, and I won. I saw "Final Destination 2" and "Best in Show" which was funny. We stayed up late and just talked, and I really liked that. I "jammed" with Matt for a bit at his mom's house. I wish I was more prepared, but since I don't practice songs it didn't work out as spactacularly as I wish it would have. Maybe if Matt writes some songs I can do my thing. He needs to come up with a band name or something, cause I think I'd come up with something cheesy.

My computer is fucking up. I leave for 2 1/2 days and they manage to screw everything up. Its not downloading images. For example, I can't see any of the user pictures on LJ. And I go to the one ring.net to see the newest pictures from Return of the King and I can't! Its seriously pissing me off...really band. Argh.

School starts in 2 days. I'm so excited...not.

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[12 Aug 2003|07:09pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

It was Hot today...so hot...so unbearably hot. I wish it would rain.

My summer is ending. I start school next monday and I'm not ever ready for it. I don't want to think about it. I know I'll have at least one cool class. And more math...

Atleast I know my last days will be fun. I'm going to go over to Matt (ragingoutcast) and Rebekah's (ghettorockstarr) house. Its going to be rad. I hope this becomes a yearly thing seeing that last year I went over and spent 2 nights there.

Although my summer vacation is ending, summer itself is not. That makes me sad.

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"checking in, just like any other..." [10 Aug 2003|02:45pm]
[ mood | HOT AS HELL ]

So my vacation has finally started even though I've been off of school for a month already. Friday I went to Knott's Berry Farm. I had my moments of despair, but for the most part it was really fun and nice. I would have enjoyed it 10 times more if it wasn't so incredibly hot that day. It was like 104 degrees.

Also, I had my first real encounter with Southern 'white supremisist' bastards. While on a train ride at Knotts, a two younger guys and their older sister started talking about how everything sucks and its all because the North won the civil war. Then one of the guys said, "The South actually won, its just that the North told everyone that they won." And the older sister was like "If the south would have been in power, things would have been different in this country, we would have nice clothes, good food, and Men would be Men and Women would be women. And we would be in our rightful place." When I heard her say that I was going to go ballistic. "We"?? She meant it as "us white folks". And the two other guys were like, "yeah, I wish I could see how things would have been in this country if we would have one." It wouldn't be one country you jackass. It would be two different countries. And they went on to state facts and statistics about the war that were totally wrong. I know, I'm a history major. I was so shocked listening to those people. How can people be so fucking ignorant? If they love the deep south so much, then why are you here, in California, the biggest melting pot in the world? Lame asses.

The entire week before Friday was so boring. I was going out of my mind. It also doesn't help that I hate summer time. I wish it could be Fall or Winter all year long. And I know there are places where I can move to where it is like that all year long, but I love Los Angeles too much to be able to make that big of a move. I wanted to talk to Matt, but then he wasn't home. :(

Yesterday, we went shopping and I bought the new OhGr album. I was so excited about it till I listened to it. I'm utterly disapointed. Hopefully it will grow on me or something, but as of now, it was a waste of money. And the worst thing is that I after I bought it and listened to it, I found out that someone is selling their copy of Nothing and Nowhere on Ebay. And now I have no money to buy it.

I also went to see S.W.A.T. with my brothers and my dad yesterday. I really liked it. Initially, I only wanted to see it because Michelle Rodriguez was in it, and because Samuel L. Jackson was in it, but it turned out to be a really cool action movie.

Next week we are going to the L.A. Zoo and maybe SeaWorld.

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Vote!....Terminator?? [07 Aug 2003|12:56am]
[ mood | confused ]

Whoa. So the governor of California is being recalled, and he will have to run again against candidates that want his position. Among those candidates is none other than Arnold Schwarzenegger. And the weird thing is that he will probably end up being the next Governor.

I think the stranger thing is this: a small candidate.


Apparently- Larry Flint (of Hustler fame) is running as well.
You can find all those who are running here.

Also, I re-did my livejournal to look exactly like my site. hah.

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[04 Aug 2003|05:20am]
[ mood | apathetic ]

I was so gun-ho about buying the new Apple G5, until I went and saw the price. I can't afford it. But I did find out that the iPod isn't only for Macs, so I'm getting one. I've wanted one since they came out, but I thought they were Mac exclusives.

I had 650+ songs on my harddrive. I deleted like 100 the other day. I don't really know why.
I haven't been feeling good lately. I'm not sure why. I go to see my doctor on Tuesday. I wonder what will happen with that.

I went to bed at 9pm today. Its the earliest that I've gone to bed in a month. And then I woke up at 4am for no reason. Currently, I can't go back to sleep. I watch the sunrise almost everyday.

In its first day of existence, 29 people have joined the lunarclick community. That is awesome.

I expect everyone on my friends list to join. (Ok, no I don't. But you know what I mean.)

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[03 Aug 2003|03:16am]
[ mood | accomplished ]

So I fixed my computer. It took the whole day, but now its back to normal working order. But after this little fiasco, I have totally decided that I'm buying a Mac. I guess my new Triton keyboard and my Bass guitar are going to have to wait to next spring...or my birthday. :)

I plan on purchasing the brand spanking new Apple G5</a>. God's gift to computers.

In other news- I made a lunarclick community. lunar_clique So go join! I'm going to ask ragingoutcast to be my partner in crime in regards to the community. So if you are reading this, E-MAIL ME.

Ok, bye.

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computer problems [01 Aug 2003|05:20pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

So I wake up today and turn on the computer as usual, and its start screwing up on me. It was working fine last night, but now its all screwed up. Its dying on me. And since my cd-r drive is broken, I can't save any of my files. And of those files, my website is the most important.

I think it was my anti-virus program that started screwing everything up. Not only that, but I went to check my mail today and there was one titled "your e-mail is about to expire", which was supposedly sent by the hosting company of my site. So I open it and it has a .zip message attached. I open that and it turns out to be a virus. What luck? I had just previously deleted the anti-virus program. So I'm pretty much fucked. I was able to upload all the new pictures from the lunarclick show on webspace before my computer explodes. This totally sucks. And the worst part is that if this one breaks, I don't know how to hook up my laptop to the cable internet.

To make things worse, I have no money right now to buy a new computer. >:|
I'm pretty sure that any minute this computer is going to break down.
Wish me luck in fixing it. :(

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